Tuesday, June 30, 2009

What I learned this morning....

The following info was gathered from a Christian Radio Broadcast this morning. I think it was from a sermon by Chip Ingram. Anway, the title of the series is "Is Your God To Small?"

Some points that I felt compelled to write down and thus share with you all...

Seeking God is not a spectator sport!


Steps to seeking God, based on Proverbs Ch. 2.
1. Intake of God's word.
2. Attitude
-be teachable
3. Passionate Prayer
4. Prioritize God


*** You can not fully seek and find God through the intellect of others. True relationship and knowledge of who God is is birthed in the heart.


How do I know if I have an accurate view of who God is?
1. I have energy for God and Godly pursuits
2. Great and reverent thoughts of God
3. Show great boldness for God

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I just love this dress!



Is it not the cutest? Here is the link...

http://www.lourdey.com/prodtype.asp?CAT_ID=124&strPageHistory=category

Dreaming...

I dreamed about my 2 little girls last night. It was so real. My husband and I went to bring them home. I can not explain the feelings of this dream. I didn't want to wake up! But they carried me all day on an emotional high of joy, peace, and excitement! I realize my girls may not be as well off as they were in this dream, but I still feel like it was a gift from God to dream of them in such a tangible way.

My eyes are aching to see them! My lips are aching to kiss them good night! My fingers aching to feel their hair! My arms are aching so much to hold them and gently rock them! .....

Some day soon, they will be safe in my arms surrounded by the love of their Heavenly Father. Till then Father, cradle them gently in your arms, and let them feel all your love for them!

Good night my Yana Jewell. Good night my Shawnee Valentinova. Mommy does love you, across the miles, across the obstacles facing this adoption, across oceans, and across time. You are truly loved!

Little Charlie...

Psalm 68:6 "You set the lonely in families." ... Heavenly Father, Charlie needs you now! He needs his family to come for him. Please do not let his hope to be held and loved by a mommy fade away! He is reaching out... please let someone answer! In your name we ask that Charlies family come for him! Amen.

Here is what a family that visited Charlie this week, as they are adopting their little girl from Eastern Europe, had to say! " Little Charlie (age 4) is in our kids group and he loves to be picked up and snuggled and he cries and cries when we put him down :(. "

This breaks my heart. He is reaching out, full of child like hope and faith, for a mommy to love him. Who will answer this small heart if you don't? Look at his picture, let Gods heart speak to yours....


This darling little boy needs a family right away. He has light brown hair and brown eyes. He is HEALTHY, with only strabismus as a complication to his DS. His grandmother visited the first year of his life, but not since then.

Here is what his caregivers have to say: " The boy is calm and very kind. He dresses himself and eats himself. Speaks some words. Understand when he is addressed by adults, performs tasks on elementary level. Very interested in toys, can concentrate his attention on books, likes musical instruments very much, and especially enjoys �playing� the piano. "

Here is what a family that visited him recently had to say: " Charlie was a little shy at first staying near his caregiver but then with prompting began to sing a song and dance with his caregiver. He was able to perform several songs and poems while doing the hand motions with her from memory. After a while he too would come and give us hugs around our legs. He has more intelligible verbalization but still some speech impaired. He is ambulatory and does not have any visible impairments, appearing healthy. (Without labored breathing or pallor)"

Charlie will be 5 this August. Most children in this country are moved to institutions at age 4 or 5. The mortality rate is high, the quality of care is not great to say the least.

Please visit this link for more info on Charlie: http://www.reecesrainbow.org/atriskboys.htm

**** wanted to add, when we first started narrowing down what kinds of special needs we could handle and what age of child would be best for our family, I really hadn't considered a child over age 3. Now we are adopting two girls, that by the time we get them home will be 4 and almost 7. God has reaffirmed this decision for me time and again, and I am so excited! The photos of waiting babies still draw me, but I know they are not mine. These 2 girls are. So dont' be afraid to listen to Gods heart speaking to yours, even if it is leading you in a slightly or dramatcially different direction than you first thought!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I couldn't help it!

I have been so overwhelmed still with all the paper work and organization that I just had to do something to make this adoption more real in my mind. SO.... I ordered this for Shawnee today:




[ http://www.initial-impressions.net/infant/taggiebabyblanket.shtm ]

I got her the starry night fabric with her name "Shawnee Valentinova" embroidered on it. If I like it I am ordering one like it for Yana!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

A blog award

...for those of you looking for the surprise that is on my blog for you, scroll down to "I have been blessed!" :) Apparently I got post happy today, and now it is down a few posts... :)

Jesus Loves the Little Children...

Because so many of you have a heart for children of any race or heritage, I thought I would share the best version of this song!

Jesus loves the little children,
All the children of the world.
Every color, every race,
All are covered by His grace!
Jesus loves the little children of the world!